Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Love is not selfish...

Friday, January 30, 2009

Chinese New Year though a happy occasion mostly, but for the pass years, it has always been a little awkward. Being home, somethings just ain't as easy as not being home, which begs the question , whether home in a sense is still 'home'. *scratchscratch* anyway, there was certainly some revelation this CNY.

1. i think i've inherited most of my passive personality from my dad.

2. i still have no idea from whom i inherited my curly hair, small eyes and inability to squat with a flat feet...sigh...

3. my 2nd bro and i have came to an agreement that my youngest bro is best described as an over-achieving chunk of muscular fat with a disproportionally small head...haha!

4. though my dad thinks my youngest bro is a potential politician (while picking up my bro from sch in pri. 1 and helping him carry his bag, seeing how he greets almost everyone goodbye or how almost everyone and anyone grets him goodbye as they walk out of the sch gate, my dad said he felt like the bodyguard of a politician parading and greeting members of his constituency...hahahaha!!)

5. financial planning.....man it definitely not an easy task, and we should all start at it right away if we have not started yet.....AHHHH!!! hate it that money makes the world go round.

6. My ex piano teacher happens to be a distant relative of Joseph Lim Ee Mun. Joseph's dad is the grand uncle of my piano teacher.


Oh well, on a side note, i think my house can qualify as a branch of SPCA Shelter Home le. Last CNY it was Fatty the yellow garfield-looking cat that was adopted. This year, its 'Grandma'(Fatty's mum's mum) and her recent litter of 4 kittens. 4 bundles of cute/mischievous/daring/adventurous/naughty/curious furballs..hahaha!!! hmmm...think i inherited my love of animals from both my parents....ha!

on a side note, if CNY is a Superhero, his sidekick would most definitely be Overeat Boy!!hahaQ

anyway, introducing my 4 new family members..ha!




Friday, January 23, 2009


DSC06795, originally uploaded by CAbure.
2 weeks of sch has pass, and already i'm 3 days into my 23th year of existence.
pass 2 weeks has been like riding a rollercoaster.
high up above the world in one moment,
and the next,
like at the deepest chasm before i could do anything.
happy, sad, surprised, let-down, bored, breathless, depress, elated, desperate, alone, blessed, hopeless, hopeful, hateful, thankful, angry, calm, worried, resentful, contented, and some i can't describe.
is that why i'm feeling so tired now,
but then why can't i just get my mind to bloody shut off.

the day i turn 23th,
amongst all the things that happen that day,
that i'll gladly remember for the rest of my life,
this one, seemed to struck s certain cord.
it was what Mr Meng said.
its easy to focus on the detail,
get caught up in the small and nitty gritty things.
trying your best to perfect all the smallest flaws,
and worrying bout all the microscopic troubles in life.
whats difficult is,
to take a step back and look at the larger picture.
see how everything's coming together,
and to consider if every part of the large picture is alright.

in a sense, i think i'm already waist deep in the small picture.....

there are things to be done and said,
things to be thrown out in the clear,
but could how, and when, and where be up to faith?

is it not right for me to feel the way i do,
shouldn't the heart follow what the heart wants.
if so, then why are some things seemingly covered in shades of blue.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009


Image0002, originally uploaded by CAbure.

Thanks to everyone for the re-decoration cards, desktop wallpaper, and screensaver, and the makeshift cakes.

Thanks Jo for the Chocolates.

Thanks B, Sil and Serena for the surprisesurprise and the cake.

Staying over in studio over my birthday has become a happy thing. THANKSSSSS!!!!!!!

Monday, January 19, 2009

Dear B,

Happy 23th Birthday!!!! Hope we didn't give you too much of a shock last night..hahaha!!!!
anyways, Thanks for everything and above all, being who you are. Really hope that this new year would bring with it more smiles, and less worries for you, and may you always have walls for the winds, a roof for the rain, tea beside the fire, laughter to cheer you, those you love near you and all your heart might desire.

HAPPY 23th B-day B!!!

the year we thought you love frogs only to find out you actually love the colour green=]


jumping starfishes of Siloso


you had a Big smile for the 22nd,
so hope you have even BIGGER smile for your 23rd.

Saturday, January 17, 2009


IMG_2200, originally uploaded by CAbure.

Happy 25th Mr Tai 'Bandleader-coolMLAdude' Shi Jie!!!! hahahaha!!! hope the card was that traumatizing....Coseng's idea lo, i'm just the messenger...hahaha!!!

Sunday, January 11, 2009


Jul10124, originally uploaded by CAbure.

SLURP!!!!!! hahahahaha!!!!


9hrs of Chingay full dress rehearsal...i'm home with a sort second toe, and a fiftycent bruise on my knee....hahaha!!! but it was a good day=]

oh ya...ever wonder who is the world can organise and oversee an event as large as Chingay....the answer is *drumroll........ ONE MOTHER CRANKY RUDE AND LOUD DIRECTOR...who's gonna burst multiple bloodvessels and bleed through his backside very soon......rude twert!!

got it from http://www.lrca.net/Jul10124.jpg

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Happy BIRTHDAY!!! Jonathan 'superbcameraman-foodlover-moobs-twotimesexstudiomate(two times EX studiomate!!!)-sketchupPROfessional' Lin!!!!! hahahaha!!!!!!!!


Always seen with his trusty camera taking the most amazing pictures!!

always a huge fan of A&W Original Root Beer....Slurp!!!

Not always grumpy......only when hungry and sleepy...

sometimes high and crazy....especially with the help of BOOZE!!!

most of the time shy in front of the camera, but bold behind one!!

never the one to craving for the limelight=]


Sunday, December 28, 2008

Alright...as ordered by Ms T.......

6 things you probably don't know bout pek!!
1. i'm not very good at saying no...suckers for donations, tissue aunties, insurance agents etcetc
2. i totally and completely do not know how to react when someone crys......
3. watching movies alone aren't weird...its a time to smuggle in lots of food and stuff youself without people knowing.
4. friends to me are closer then family, but i suck at keeping contact with people.
5. i think love songs are sweet..........old school romance's are the best
6. i hate sunny side fried egg....but love every other way its cooked.....

there u go....hahaha!!!

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

haha


haha, originally uploaded by CAbure.

*hoot hoot hoot!!!*

from the bits and pieces i can find online, i think Chief Owl is saying: "hoothoot...hoooooothoothoot...hoothoot hoot hoothoot!!!!" hahaha!!! translation(Owls!! a new guest, ready to paaaaarteeeeeee!!!!) hahaha!!! i might be waywayway off..haha!!! thanks b!=]

Santa Swarm

wahahahaha!!!

today must have been the best 'best-est' day i've had since a longlong time..hahaha!!!!

-stuffing myself with sushi sashimi and tempura in the morning....with good company!
-catching Ip Man in the afternoon....with good company!(p.s. donnie yen looks like a skinnier version of CheahKokMing in the movie....better not piss CKM of le...*scare*)
-window shopping around orchard....with retardedly, funny company!!!....go figure!
-Jingle Jogo and Capoeira Carolling at SMU....with hyper-energetic company!!!! haha!!!
-then shisha-ing at arab street....with fantabulous and unique company...hahaha!!!

and now, standing in the dark living room after just checking my results...was stupid to even worry bout it, come to think of it now....hahahaha!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

*tired*.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

some people in this world should just go kill themselves and spare the other better people around the agony of dealing with them. seriously, why waste and occupy the space, food, water and air on the planet when as it is, we already might be running out. go shoot yourself or jump in front of a bus or kiss the bloody mrt or drown yourself in your own bucket of waste or something. go do something worthwhile in your life, probably the only worthwhile thing in your whole freaking hypocritical existence, something like GET THE ******* *** OFF THIS PLANET!!!!!!

pheeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...................with that out of the way, today was a fantastic day. finally after all the politics and worries our club had to go through the pass 2 semesters, we were able to conclude our batizado(baptism) and troca de corda(changing of cord) ceremony...boy oh boy, was it fullingly and exciting, and YESSSSSSHHHH!!!! we are no longer 'creamies' seniors!!! but are now 'amarelas'...haha!!! and juniors, you are no longer cordless...but are now 'neon-greenies'...haha!!! well done peops!!=]

k...sleep time, 3 days of madness has left me seng, suan and sour everywhere(for those who dun speak this lingo, it just means i'm aching everywhere....hahaha!!!!!)

Thursday, December 11, 2008

heard this sometimes ago on the radio, which i found really true.....

love,irregardless kind,
friends and friends,
parents and children,
brothers and sisters,
husband and wives,
lovers and partners,
and ever pets and owners,
all have a common denominator,
the wish that the other will always be well,
irregardless of the consequences on our own part.....


DSC07131, originally uploaded by CAbure.

The day we decided to all sit on the floor at Marina Square for a photo....nice to finally get everyone together at once...on the side note, christmas deco at Marina this year's one of the best i've ever seen,red,pink,purple,lavender.....not too loud but still christmassy nonetheless

Sunday, December 07, 2008

=)

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

“Hope is the most exciting thing in life and if you honestly believe that love is out there, it will come. And even if it doesn't come straight away there is still that chance all through your life that it will.”


Eastcoast park on a beautiful saturday evening
you can travel far and wide, but sometimes, beauty is just within your grasp...most of the time it's just whether you realize it or not...and when you do, its then about whether you gonna do something about it or not. choices are our's to make, consequences are our's to bear, but better to act then to remain unknown.

Friday, November 28, 2008


DSC00063, originally uploaded by CAbure.

"If I never met you, I wouldn't have liked you.
if I didn't liked you, I wouldn't love you.
if I didn't love you, I wouldn't be missing you,
But i did, i do, and i will."
anonymous.


“Sometimes you've got to let everything go - purge yourself. If you are unhappy with anything . . . whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it. Because you'll find that when you're free, your true creativity, your true self comes out.” Tina Turner

was pleasantly surprise to receive a message from my studiomate from the studio i was in while on exchange in sweden. and she has forwarded me this attachment...apparently, our designs during that exchange semester got featured...hahaha!!! wooooppppeeeeee, our first article appearance...haha!!! maybe thats the kind of difference in arch. education here and in scandinavia, they seem to appreciated the work and effort; sweat, bllod and tears students put into their projects and really embrace the wildest of all ideas even it its like fantastically concepture and practically impossible (unless with infinte budget)....but thats really an encouragement for students to be inspired in design. think they try to encourage students to learn to be inspired and think out of the box and be as creative as possible, and then with a wide creativity base, slowly reel them in with practicality.....better then killing their ability to thing creatively with all the practically immediately...no??....

anyway, i did tell myself then during exchange that i should really do hat i want and not be bobbed down by what other expect...since it does affect my CAP and its quite impossible to fail unless you're incredibly "gifted".....so i when curvy and organic-form crazy...and tadaaaaa......like Cook's Kunsthaus in Graz, Austria......except it is straddled across a major railway track and is cladded with wood, enveloping a steel frame warehouse which was listed as one of the 100 endangered site in the World Monument Fund. but definitely gonna be shot-down and buried six-feet under if i've attempted it over here....

anyhoooo....the Red Lobster is the project of the studiomate who sent me this, Alina, from germany and current taking a year out in Stockholms.

the actual URL: www.tunabyggen.se

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


My Boutique Toilet....look like its inspired for the form of a condom meh??.....sigh



Today was studio debrief...once again, the final mark that another semester has gone by. reflecting back, it seemed that this semester was the most restless and uninspiring out of the lot......not really sure whether its because of the 2 months internship that has readjusted my views to the real working world, or whether its because many are away this sem, and things around studio just ain't the same without them around. but all in all, i do feel that we DTM has the best tutors of all...at least they are somewhat constructive and clear on what to do...and thinking bout stuff now, i think i can say that i'm pretty happy with what was achieved and done this sem. though i clearly didn't feel that way when i was doing it, especially those few days before submission. oh welz......


after a little photoshop, WAAAALLLLAAA!!!! everyones there...hahahahaha!!!

oh, and BU is finally over....YEEEAAAAA!!!!!!! BU can go kiss my BUtt lo....think its really a BUnch of BUllshit that we got BUmped into BUrdening and it totally BUchered whatever remaining inspiration we had this sem. Who's in for some BU note BUrning and BUry ceremony??

Saturday, November 22, 2008


DSC02285, originally uploaded by CAbure.

sigh.....wanted to sleep early, but failed for days...
wanted to wake up early, but also, failed for days...
and all this is because of to letters i've come to really really detest...
BU!!!!!!!!!

BU!!! makes me wannaswallowawholebottleofsleepingpillsandgodie;
BU!!! makes me wannasprinttothehighestfloorandjumptothetarmacbelow;
BU!!! makes eatingupabagfullofratpoisonlookverytempting
BU!!! makes jumpinginfrontof96whenitdrivesupthebusstoplookfun
BU!!! makes myolfabladelooklliketastym&ms
BU!!! makes me wannasomesaultoutthewindowduringtraining

seems to me like BU should not be named Total Building.........
maybe it should be Introduction to Creative Suicidal Tendency and Methods......sigh.....respectrespect to all who can take it lo....

think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts......
wooooooooooooshaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

dunno bout you guys, but there are times i just feel like venting anger, or frustration, or just sheer boredom...
and bottled up emotions such as these aren't the most healthy thing to...well, bottle up...
whacking, punching,boxing, kicking, basically just inflicting destruction and chaos is a very tempting way to relieve such urges...
but, since we can't really resort to such violent in real life without getting into realbigbigasinwillcomeandbiteyouinthebackside trouble,
here's a good website to got do it.....have FUN!!!


http://www.funny-city.com/1725/
*just imagine your tutors face, or the face BU would hav if its a person...and whack away!!!

the reason for a sleepless saturday night though studio's over, and i've not started studying yet. never knew we could do totally nothing significant from 11pm to 7am...hahaha!!! wonders of technology....=]


ding ding ding.....we got an idea!!!


once again...caught sleeping on camera...


wats lloyd doing??


when we were stoning.....


Got Mug??


peace out=]


anyway, today on the way to PA for rehearsal, was listen to the Jack and Ray on Car-tunes with Jean , and it struck me how simple songs and tunes can evoke immensely unpredictable emotions. its stirs up memories long gone, of happy times, and of sad. it brings up faces of people you once met; faces of people you wish could be by you now; faces of people once in your life, but due to reasons known and unknown, have left you; faces of people who mattered; and faces of people you really miss.

at some point in life,
u often ask yourself who are those really important to you,
and you could never imagine life without them around.
and you question yourself on how you were able to survive before they appear in your life....

Friday, November 14, 2008

DDS South Asia

our office, our dining room, our bedroom, our entertainment room, our study etcetcetc


DDS South Asia, originally uploaded by CAbure.


Here's something interesting my dad forwarded me....very enlightening i must say...


The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be Here are some facts about the1500s:

Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married.

Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water..

Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in the roof When it rained it became slippery and sometimes the animals

would slip and fall off the roof. Hence the saying . It's raining cats and dogs.

There was nothing to stop things from falling into the house. This posed a real problem in the bedroom where bugs and other droppings could mess up your nice clean bed. Hence, a bed with big posts and a sheet hung over the top afforded some protection. That's how canopy beds came into existence.

The floor was dirt. Only the wealthy had something other than dirt. Hence the saying, Dirt poor. The wealthy had slate floors that would get slippery in the winter when wet, so they spread thresh (straw) on floor to help keep their footing. As the winter wore on, they added more thresh until, when you opened the door, it would all start slipping outside. A piece of wood was placed in the entranceway Hence the saying a thresh hold.

(Getting quite an education, aren't you?)

In those old days, they cooked in the kitchen with a big kettle that always hung over the fire. Every day they lit the fire and added things to the pot. They ate mostly vegetables and! did not get much meat. They would eat the stew for dinner, leaving leftovers in the pot to get cold overnight and then start over the next day. Sometimes stew had food in it that had been there for quite a while. Hence the rhyme, Peas porridge hot, peas porridge cold, peas porridge in the pot nine days old..

Sometimes they could obtain pork, which made them feel quite special. When visitors came over, they would hang up their bacon to show off. It was a sign of wealth that a man could, bring home the bacon. They would cut off a little to share with guests and would all sit around and chew the fat..

Those with money had plates made of pewter. Food with high acid content caused some of the lead to leach onto the food, causing lead p oisoning death. This happened most often with tomatoes, so for the next 400 years or so, tomatoes were considered poisonous.

Bread was divided according to status. Workers got the burnt bottom of the loaf, the family got the middle, and guests got the top, or the upper crust.

Lead cups were used to drink ale or whisky. The combination would sometimes knock the imbibers out for a couple of days. Someone walking along the road would take them for dead and prepare them for burial. They were laid out on the kitchen table for a couple of days and the family would gather around and eat and drink and wait and see if they would wake up. Hence the custom of holding a wake.

England is old and small and the local folks started running out of places to bury people. So they would dig up coffins and would take the bones to a bone-house, and reuse the grave. When reopening these coffins, 1 out of 25 coffins were found to have scratch marks on the inside and they realized they had been burying people alive. So they would tie a string on the wrist of the corpse, lead it through the coffin and up through the ground

and tie it to a bell. Someone would have to sit out in the graveyard all night (the graveyard shift) to listen for the bell; thus, someone could be, saved by the bell or was considered a ..dead ringer..