Dunno wat to name tis post.....

tis morning was a start to a bad day...
went to coach Jin Tai Secondary….
topic today was “Double Intelligence”
IT WAS A VERY VERY DRY TOPIC!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
even I myself found it sleep-inducing,
so can’t really blame those sec 4s found dozing off…
as usual, I had a hard time bringing dynamism into e lesson.
haiz!!!!!!
moreover, tis is a series of 10 sessions,
which means I hav 9 more to slough thru….HELP!!!!!!

crap!!!!
why am I falling into the vicious cycle of self-pity…
nononononono….. tis can’t do,
wadeva it is….
I MUZN”T give up….. wat the heck!!!!!
so wat if the topics boring,
I’m in control of wat I present,
I ain’t gonna let a few boring slides get e better of me…
heck those slides……
WAKE UP TIW!!!!!!!........
i can do it…..
and I muz do it.
not 9 more sessions of hell, but 9 more sessions to prove to myself tt I can do it!!!!!!!!!
=]

anyway, aft Jin Tai, went ‘lunch-ing’ with Winny, Brandon n Sam…
n to my pleasant surprise as well as Winny’s,
we found out tt Brandon is actually a really really cheeking joker..hahaha!!!!
to think I initially felt tt he was the serious 1 out of the bunch,
man was I wrong..hahaha!!!!
throughout lunch, he was making joking out of everything n anything...hahahaha!!!
n he sure does a good impression of a “Typical Singaporean Aunty”…hahaha!!!
wat a joker…..=]

went to the library with Winny after lunch.
well….she had time to burn till her receptionist job starts,
and my afternoon Mayflower Secondary session got cancelled,
so both of us went slacking in the library..haha!!!!
actually…
she did most of the slacking,
she was like practically dozing of every other minute….
hahaha!!!!! Sleepy head……
me…..
I finish quite a few pages of my Paradise City (by Lorenzo Carcatterra)=]
hmmm…..come to think of it….
the last time I spent time alone with TaTou was all the way back in j1…
where we stayed back to study for the promos in the void deck…..
and were the last 2 to leave…
got chased out by the security uncle……..haha!!!!
then we took a walk all e way to the AC(I) bus-stop….
juz tagging along to tease me tts all.…hahaha!!!
oh welz, I guess we both felt tt being around someone, a fren, is better then being alone….
even if it means walking extra to take a bus like she did,
or staying to read in e library instead or knocking off at home…..
its never really feels rite to be alone always…..=]

tuition today was as terrible as last week……
tts all I hav to say bout it…..really depressing