Those Days

today is one of those days.
didn't manage to sleep much yesterday night since we went on our nightscavanging trip on Jiaxin's dad's truck...hahaha lost of fun.
but anyway, woke up longing for more today....
not just more sleep....(thats normal)
but more in everything else......
time for self,
thing-to-do tt i like,
more to life,
someone to share it with,
etcetcetc.....
am i being greedy??
i'm really not sure,
but looking around me at people who seem to have what holds their live together,
i'm really wondering,
is there something wrong on my part that i'm still "in-longing"??
sigh....

anyway, pleasent surprise message in the afternoon,
like a spark in a grey dull foggy night.
but is that all there is to that spark?
why is it when trials to prolong it are done,
you extinguish as unexpectedly as you came...

~incomplete~