Operation Stacey Birthday!!!!(OSB)

this is it, e moment of true, e moment of judgement, e moment where by all i've done will b put 2 e test....
e moment........hahahaha!!!!
tis sounds so trashy...hahahaha!!!!
anyway, serious now.....things are almost all planned 4 tmr.

7:45pm=
SSC(surprise-Stacey-crew) will b gathered....then we find somewhere or something 2 hide behind.

8:00pm=
Stacey along withe e OSLC(on-scene-lying-crew) arrives....

then.....
SURPRISE!!!!!! hahaha=D
hope everything goes as planned..n tt OSB will b carried out smoothly..
we oso hav a last minute recuit,managed to get Louisa 2 join us 2=] she be with Stacey in e OSLC

oh welz.....2day i got all Stacey's present ready=]
after yest. warm up on e disastrous file-making attempt, 2days second attempt turned out far better=]
now i hav e bag wrapped in purple present paper with baby unicorns on them....
(making e wrapper was not easy)
on top of tt, i've a black base file decorated with oak wood wallpaper stencilled with words "STACEY" n "CUTE" on them...finished off with a purple side border, n a description on purple paper on e first page....
i'm quite happy wiht e results.
now...
all i can do is juz cross my fingers n pray tt she'll like it.....
STACEY: u better love it.....or else............end of friendship..hahaha=D

apart from preparations for OSB, went having lunch with my small aunt n e 2 little buggers...
n juz when i thot they could not possibly b more irritating,
they went n out do themselves......
cousin 1 threw a petty little tantrum bout e kind of shoes she wanted 2 wear,
aunty got angry, n started threatening,
cousin 1 began crying...then via 'induction' cousin 2 began crying too....
made hell lots of noise n were shoutin n yellin at e corridoors.......
man if they weren't embarass, well, I WAS!!!!!!! wat would e neighbours think....
then...
went 2 Macs at JP....
of 2 cousins,one's a bloody freaking glutton who realli needs 2 learn her table-manners,
n e others a bulimic.....
man, why r they so screwed up...ARGH!!!

tmr morning, i muz cut my hair, its gettin a bit messy.........how i wish i had straight hair.
curly hairs so boring.... only can cut round or square.....BAH!!!
after tt, gotta find out exactly how 2 get 2 e place for dinner.....
then gotta bake Stacey's birthday cake.....brownie cake tt is=]
then i'll be set.....onward OSB (sounds like some drug...haha)

HAPPY 19TH BIRHTDAY Stace=]

Stacey Stacey Stacey........

things didn't go to well yest nite.....
was hoping she would say yes, n quietly hoped i remembered her birthday n was gonn give her a surprise,
which i was gonna do....
but instead, got e cold treatment n end-friendship threat from her....n all i was tryin 2 do was to lure her out for a surprise....
here some parts of e SMSes she wrote:
.....i'm so so so so upset....
.....i'm ignoring you! you're so horrid....
.....i'm not speaking to you anymore, i hate you.....
.....you dun care about me.....
boy oh boy, really some harsh words there(",)
come 2 think of it?? y do i even bother?? she threaten 2 end-friendship so many times oredi....
so do it if it makes her happy,

but........

cannot lah....some how or another, dun think i can bear losing her as a friend.....she does hav her good sides....remember how she went thru all e trouble 2 plan all our birthdays...
no one has ever given me a party n she's e first......
wat would my days in AC b like without her....without her cheering e moody moody me....hmmmmm....crap, juz forget wat i said b4 e 'But', it ain't gonna happen....

anyway, if she doesn't wanna speak 2 me, then plan B it is...muahahahaha!!!!!
got CK in to scheming with me behind her back.....had CK call here out on Sunday 4 dinner,
she muz hav thot it 2 b weird, but good new is, she agreed=]
so.......
me, Aimee, Alex will juz pop out then, with cake n all n.....SURPRISE!! haha=D
but wats funny is, she actual told CK not 2 invite me...haha..too bad....u ain't know i'm e mastermind behind all tis Stace.....muahahahahaha!!!!!!*cough cough*

well, spent e whole day walking from orchard to raffles to bugis then back to orchard...looking 4 tt...
not-too-big, not-too-small white bag 4 Stacey..on my FREAKING PAINFUL BANDAGED FOOT!!!!....
went in2 every, n i seriously mean every single shop which had bags on display in all 3 areas.....
hard work sia...*think-in-mind: things i go thru 4 her...hmmmmmm(",)*
anyway, finally found it,
though......
it ain't white....hope she doesn't mind
was walking back at orchard n from e corner of my eye, i saw it,
a cream coloured hand-bag, with e word 'cute' on it, sittin behind a necklace display in a teeny-weeny little shop named 'Precious'....
dunno why, somehow or another, it juz felt like e prefect gift.....
so.......there u hav it, a bag 4 Stacey...=]
anyway, felt like since its not white,
n dunno whether its suitable 4 office work,
so...
i decided to make her a personalise file to carry with e bag.......
Alas!!!! my artistic skill aren't wat it use 2 b....it was a freaking disaster....
wasted like 6 hrs doing it, not to mention e money.....
Crap!!!!!!!
will hav to re-do it tmr again...

STACEY: u better fell guilty bout threatening 2 end our friendship on sun....u better.........how can u ever believe tt i'll would 4get...man am i really tt uncaring????? i'm plannig all tis without any help from those stinkin sluts-of-a-Tim n Khai.... well u better cry tears of joy on sun nite......3 buckets full minimum........

apart from wreckin my brain bout Stace 2day, i went 2 e dentist=]
n yEa!!!!!
my chipped tooth is fixed -SmiLe-=D
Dr. Wu was there again, n she remembered me....she's realli very nice....
nothing lk those stereotypically cold un feeling 1s portraited by e media.....=]
THANKZ DR. WU=]

Almost done.....

Bad week.....sigh!!=[

wats with freaking small aunt.....a moment she alrite...e next she treatens 2 slap me...juz bcoz i thot she was doing things wrong n pointed out 2 her in a comical kind of way....
where e hell is her sense of humour.....BAH!!!!

n wats with guys nowadays.....getting weaker n weaker...mentally i mean...
was realli disappointed with some of e ex-rowers who went 2 ACJ....bloody weak pieces of crap!!
went down 2 help ted again tis wed....n i observed a trend.....
boys r getting softer as each year goes by....but e girls r getting more gung-ho!!!! was left 2 take care of e jnr girls on wed with auggy.....we were in baby...feels real good 2 b back in baby....been long since i was last in a T2....me n uggy realli made a good pair i think....tsktsk!!
anyway,back 2 e point...ya, girls r gettin more tough then e guys...comparing how e girls treat their water prac to e guys....boy, e guys looklike woses!!!!!!
but, i muz say, am realli proud 2 hav jnrs like Junyi n Yanbo....they're so committed n passionate bout wat they do=] just makes me swell in pride thinking that i was once their snr, n am still treated lk their snr n much more now.......still remeber e times when both were skinny sticks n all blur....haha..
not 2 mention how retarded Yanbo was....Jason Wong no. 2 we use 2 joke....haha=]

hmmm....its been a real bad week=]
been realli unluck tis week.....it all started on tues's land training in sch....
training started out real well, circuit was a killer as usual, weights was ok, and medicine ball was realli fun=] but then came swimmin....as usual, was ahead n leading for most of e sets...then......
4th set, flies, i stoooooopidly ram my front teeth in2 e bloody freakin wall!!!!!!
now half of my front right teeth is gone......=[ n i can't find e chipped part.
going to e dentist tmr.....hopefully everything will turn out fine...

today wasn't any better. woke up late again as usual...n wasn't realli in a good mood.....dunno why!!!! mayb its e terrible sunburn i'm suffering from...but anyway........
went down for water prac...and once again, i stooooooopidly ram my left foot on2 a piece of rock on e road n got a 20cents szie piece of skin scrapped off.....F**k.....carried on with trg n only attended 2 it when i arrive home....now my darn foot is bandaged up...
look so retarted.....

but...

i got my pay yesterday.....YEEEEEEEEEPIE!!!!!!!!!!-Smile-

anyway, Stace's birthday is TIS SUNDAY....AHHHHHHH!!!!!!
*panickpanick* haha=D
but well, everything will b okay now i gues.....
got in touch with Louisa just now, n found out tt Stace has been wanting 2 get a white bag to bring 2 work...so...White Bag it is=]
Now e thing is how 2 get e bag to her....muz give her a surprise lah....
will pretend 2 forget bout her birthday n stuff....but....still doesn't solve e problem of gettin e bag 2 her......hmmmmmm
think i'll msg her on sat n ask her out on sun....reason:

1. to get Chungsie'a barbeque pit.....
2. lunch treat(which i've owe her 4 quite sometime..haha)
3. ............

dunno will it work or not.......hmmm...gonna msg her now lah......

Forgetfulness!!!!!

well guess wat,i'm having lessons tmr n I forgot to bring any reference book home to prepare at all....Crap!! Think I'll have to improvise tmr than.....
why i'm I so forgetfull???
can it be Pecos I just turned 19teen n my biological computer is rebooting itself.....hmmmm....but..
I ain't seem to be deteriorating in other aspect of my pathetic boring life.......(",)
I fact some things seem to be improving. like training.

today's training was real good. I can realli feel myself improving... at least now i'm ahead of the rest instead of getting my arse whipped..
finally today I felt like one with the boat......could feel the surge, n glide after each stroke....n everything was so smooth n powerful...
being ahead,
rowing in my preferred craft,
wind howling in my ear,
accompanied my water splashes of myriad shapes n forms and my tiger cut clean thru e wave....
boy, that's wat rowings all a bout...hahah=] really had fun today.

well, its official. i'm down for K1-5oom and 1000m mens open tis SDBA invitational....on top of that, will be rowing K2 with Terence under e alumni for fun.....
i'm sure 'fun' is e correct adjective(sarcasm)....more like self torture.......
so..... Jug gotta work my arse off again as all e past seasons......realli hate e feeling of_losing in competitions when I noe I can do better.....
Once again, I fail to avoid re-entering e competitive kayaking arena.......sigh!!!!!
be hey!!!!!! i'm still gonna train like theres no tmr......i'm just medal-greedy it guess.....haha=]

panick-mode-on......5 days to go n still no suitable present for Stace.....
*worry worry*...she gonna threaten 2 end-friendship again....crap..how?? how??
been like running in n out clothe, shoe, bag, gift n even food shops like theres no tmr, but still no present...
KHAI & TIM: where the bloody hell r u guys......y didn't we plan b4 u guys when having fun n stuff in camp....crap...die liao die liao, Stace will go 4 our head....
mine first since u guys r tuck safe in camp.....u SLUTS!!!!!!!!!!

Tired......sigh!!!

I can't stand staying here anymore........
How can kids be so bloody rude nowadays?? realli gets on my nerve..
examples are like my cousins...ones 7, the others 4 i think.., n yet they can yell, scream, cry, n demand so damn much from their maid, even though e maid is like at least 20 years older than them, without even so much as sayin 'Thankz'......not only tt they nvr listens 2 instructions often.... not from even their mom or dad....seein how many freaking thousand times e maid or my aunts n uncle need to ask them 2 do certain things...simple things such as bathing, or washing their hands...n still they dun listen,realli gets me F**king mad!!!!!!!
wheres e Respect?? for heavens sake,juz be good n listen....even to e maid, since it their parents tt hav instucted e maid 2 carry out certain things like ensuring the bath once they return form schn stuff...so juz listen n follow!!!!maids r humans too...pisses me off 2 see kids treat them like dirt....
ARGH!!!!!!!
can't say my cousins r realli spoilt, i guess...mayb its more appropriate 2 say tt they're very bloody god damn demanding...
wadeva they want, they muz hav regardless of how we adults refuse 2 get them....and their usual tactics r 2 cry n yell at e top of their lungs....which would then normally end with a seesion of scoldin n caning...its nvr peace n quiet when they r home....hmmmm....
really drive me BONKERS!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, had dinner with cj, jess n renesh yesterday....ricetable....
boy was e food great. e grilled chicken n potato fritters were very very good=] *drooldrool*
when clubbing aft tt....
being a virgin clubber, boy was it n experience...every one was like on drugs or something...n e techno music was realli freaking loud...was planning 2 get wasted yest, but didn't succeed though...dun realli think clubbings my thing......anyway, almost got into trouble too...dun realli wanna talk bout it, but i'm glad it turned out fine.
after tt, jess n cj had 2 leave. so me n renesh when like walking in chinatown...chinatown at nite is realli realli different, got 2 see like a totally new side of spore, though mayb it ain't a side 2 be very proud of....
went n watch e 350am Electra b4 bumming aournd starbucks outsie PS till 7.....muz say, Electra was a let-down....did seem 2 hav a cohesive start n ending...hmmm....
oh yah!! met like this monk asking 4 elms while we were walking towards PS..n errrr...i gave out $10..sigh!!
i'm alwaes a sucker when asked 2 donate money....dun realli noe how 2 say 'NO'...
renesh was like calling me dumb n shit which i guess is quite thru 2 a certain extent...but...
oh welz...wats done is done...now juz gotta tighten my belt n scrap thru with my last $30 till i get my pay....
at least it was 4 good cause.... i hope...

Talking bout pay...its like e end of Jan oredi...had work for 3 weeks as coach n gave 6 tuition session.after tis week, i would hav work 4 a month..
wonder when i'm gonna get paid..coz like i'm realli broke!!
should i ask 4 it?? or juz wait n hope tt my bosses ll hand it over soon....
how??????

btw, came across some interesting names tis week....Fedens is 1, pronounced 'fie-thens'...really unique.. another 1 was Phinnes..pronounced 'Pine-nus' n not penis tt is...hahaha!!! its really a really cool name, provided it ain't pronounced wrongly...haha!!!

anyway, pass few days i've oso tried 2 think of wat to get Stace.....
1.shoes (size leh????)
2.bag (mayb mayb mayb..)
3.dress (dunno her size....later too big or small)
4.soft-toy..(boriiiing leh...)
5.bikini (again...she'll kill me...haha=D)
been going in n out of shops at random 4 inspiration....not an easy job i muz say....
STACEY: see lah, wat i'm doing juz 4 u.......so......can bully me less....hehe=]

anyway, Boston was hit by 1 of its worse snow storms ever....its all over e news....
tis got me real worried bout Juliet....dunno how she is??....whether her area was hit by e snowstorm hard??
hope n prayer she's alrite.....(",)

Happy Egg-Crack Day!!!!!

Hmmm….writin tis in Win Words now coz e stupid modem here sux…..can’t load any page at all...bah!!!! Later gotta cut n paste lor…
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1 more hour n it’ll b 20th of Jan. n in bout 9 more hours I would b 19(since I came out only at 0816hr in e morning.)… Boy oh boy!!!! 19...time really flies (“,)

still rmb went I turned 13…first time away from home...all alone in a foreign land…still short n chubby n fat n can’t run 2.4km…

Then it was 14 spend alone as usual…was in a slightly better shape, but still in TAF club…

then came 15 n 16…somebody found out, so was made e bottom piece of “human sandwich” topped with Jess, Andrew, Mark, Renesh, Jeremy n heaven noes who else……TAOPOK!!!!! hahaha=]

17teen was special…new sch, new environment, new frenzy=] Juliet gave me my first present tt day…a tall glass with my name written around it filled with cookies-n-cream Hersey Kisses…which hav been placed at e Place-of-Honour beside my bed 4 e pass 2 years..=] got drench by e rest during e first period, which
apparently was not enough for CK n Steph who further emptied a 500ml of water down my back during e last period…sheeeezzzz!!!!:] Last year was e bestz…

18teen 1 of e mile stones in life….e team bought me a bright red brief n put it on me unwillingly after training e day b4, juz another way 2 bully their captain….but oh welz… I still luv all of ya=] HAC club planned a dinner party for me…actually it was Stace doing everything, Tim n Khai juz shake leg as usual…hahaha=] but I was realli really happy...e first B-day party in my life. thankz guys…Juls, Nana, CK, Steph n Ashvin was there too….as least I didn’t get drench tt year=] they got me a navy blue quicksilver shirt…I first ever quicksilver shirt, n my most beloved shirt now=]…a few days aft tt, Jess gave my belated present… a bottle of hair straightening cream…very funny huh,Jess?? haha!! but I’m not complaining=] Was really e bestz year……finally I felt like I belonged somewhere, no longer an non-entity drifting around alone it tis illusion of space know as e Universe……

welz….19..19..19…..actually really nothing special bout turning 19…unlike 18, where finally we can watch M18 movies, purchase booze, clubbing…..(not tt I really care 4 e latter 2), but it was something…like a level up…. but 19..hmmmm can’t say e same. Feeeeeel really old… like old man with creaky bones n rusty stiff joints..i guess went u’ve survived in tis Not-Too-Good-But-Not-Too-Bad world 4 like 19 years, thing r beginning 2 get pretty bored n monotonous. Its juz another day going by, with e same people, doing e same old things, going bout e same old routine. then occasionally somebody does something unexpected 4 u, n u would go like WOW!!! happy happy sniff sniff tears-of-joy, then e next moment, everything’s back to normal…like u no longer exists again…….on e bright side, u’re like one fifth e way through a average homo-sapien life span…might be good, or can be bad too…it really depends.

already celebrated my B-day with e HACkers b4 our boys went and get all bald n sticking it out in army…went Stace’s place 4 a breakfast of scramble eggs, COLD tuna, halal sausages n french toast. they bought me another shirt, tis time round, a black long-sleeve with thin coloured vertical stripe….I totally luv it lah, but dun noe when I’ll get e occasion 2 wear it=] Aunty(Stace’s really funky n cool mom) gave me n angpao too…she’s so nice=] Thankz u guys=D

anyway, having dinner with CK, Juls, Alex n Kenrick tmr nite. Juliet’s leaving on like fri morning….hmmmm…n I can’t sent her off..got trg=[ makes me really sad thinking bout it…I’m realli realli gonna miss her a lot…she’s truly 1 of e most nicest n unique girl I’ve ever met…always so caring, so selfless, n so lady-like… I rmb for e past 2 years, she’s always e 1st 2 realized tt I’m gloomy in sch n all try a best of cheer me up…wat more can I say…She’s juz e NICEST=] so sad she’s leaving so soon………..

went D-boating today, Ted needed a coxswain so I gladly stepped in… muz say, tis batch of j1s is huge….hehe!! side track a bit, juz got B-day wish from Su San.. how sweet…hee..=] back to e topic. guess its bcoz they’re dragon babies…..juz hope most of them stays on n dun quit=]

Ethel was in a good mood today=] yesterday too….at least she’s smiling more which is extremely relieving…though its still quite hard to get her to concentrate on the lesson. she’s realli a smart gal actually, juz tt she not really incline to studying hard or mugging…she can do mental calculation breathtakingly fast….but always complaining e topic is boring, ques r too difficult….hmmmm…how should I get her 2 hav more interest in math???????........(”,)

speakin bout birthdays....Stacey's coming up soon i guess....let me check...
......30th Jan...wow, quite near 2 mine haha=D
well time 2 start shoppin for her present liao....=]

I am 19teen going on....

Wats with aunts n girlfrenzs huh??? everytime I go out, they say I’m going on a date….everytime I receive or reply a SMS, they say I’m flirting over e phone with my girlfren…sigh!!! seems to me like they more eager for me 2 find my other half then I am…hmmmm… boy it really ticks me off…ARGH!!!!!!

Oh welz, I’m officially now 19teen years old…funny, I don’t feel no different…still feel like the same old boring me…am I suppose 2 feel any different?? I dunno…..mayb be I was juz expecting some changes upon turning 19teen… but…..anyway, had dinner with Juliet n e rest on thurs…pizza hut…n only half way thru did they realize is was my birthday….thank to Shiwei that is….u see, he called Steph half way thru dinner n ask her whether it was my B-day…then she ask me…and…errr…they juz sort of guess aft tt=]

Juliet when home this mornin… Feel real bad for not sending her off…but I had training…=[ I wrote her something yesterday though, a farewell poem…well,sort of.
should I give a copy here??? errr……ok, here goes..

I noe I alwaes seem down n moody;
not to mention extremely irritatingly ‘naggy’.

But way back since we 1st met;
life is as good as it can get.

You seem to hav e ability to cheer me up when I’m low;
though tis you might not noe.

Tis is bcoz I dun alwaes show.
But you’re realli e NICEST girl that I noe.

Believe me when I say that’s no lie;
n that noeing you hav made be 1 undeservingly lucky guy.

Forgive me as tis farewell poem sounds quite trashy;
but hey!!! it my 1st time writing something so mushy.

So as we part again tis time;
n that tis poem doesn’t actually rhyme.

I’m confident we’ll meet again, hence till then we shall see;
as e Chinese hav a saying which goes…..err…..
Tian Xia Wu Bu San Zhi Yan Xi…..=]


haha!!!!i can’t believe I actually came up with it, but I did…..hope she likes it, though it realli shows tt I’m a amateur poet..hahahaha=D

today was a real bad day. mayb bcoz I've been training like 5 consecutive days tis week coupled with only 3 hrs of sleep last nite.…felt really sick aft the session with mr see. he said I was dragonboating in K1…but I dunno leh…. when I row e way he wants, I juz feels funny…. its isn'tjuz me…HOWEVER, I’m so happy I was able to keep up with e rest today…yEa!! went over 2 help Ted after tt…Nadim is still rocking bck-n-forth in his K1, n still doing his bicep stroke, furthermore, I think his foot configuration in wrong, but He himself n Ted thinks its fine…oh welz…peks opinions no longer hav importance i gues..haha=] I’m quite worried for Yan Bo…worried tt he might not noe e seriousness of his back injury and go overboard during training….told him tt back injuries r no joke, but he keep saying he’s ok….hmmmm…wat else can I do??? think I should constantly bug him bout it. then mayb he’ll look into it juz to get me off his back…. not literally tt is….=]

Okie!!!

well...finally its getting quite close to my perfect blog layout=] but e background still missin smthg(",).....was chatting with CK juz now she suggested using frontpage,but then.....tis stupid piece of technological junk dun hav....sigh!! actually, there's frontpage here, but i'm missin e verification no. muz be pirated software lah....noeing how cheapskate some peoplee can get, i'm not surprise......how i wish i could juz use photoshop 2 design, then cut n paste onto it here...e background could use some layering of text from varous contexts, in different font style n sizes of course...then overlay with a semi-opaque layer of diffused foreground colour...n a bit of smugging here n blending there...it'll be perfect=]how i wish............oh wellz....think i better get to slp now...tmr got both trg n tuition.geraldine's not coming 4 clss tmr...OBS.. but,hope ethel will b in a better mood 2 work tmr..at least then she wun b wastin her time coming 2 my class. Can't blame her oso lah...think i would feel e same if i was forced 2 go for extra lessons after a whole crappy day in sch.....sigh!!!!!

565600minute........lalalalalala...

Sigh!!

Hmmmm.....hav been playing aroung with e html of my blog 4 e whole day n...errr...still not wat i want it 2 b....ARGH!!!!!!! e profile is on the wrong side, can't get a tagboard on, can't enter my own settings, background is still too plain.........AHHHHHH!!!! i'm gonna explode soon... thot tis was suppoese to destress me, but......it doing exactly e opposite..sigh!!!anyway, was suppose to go runnin n swimmin today, but...woke up late..hmmm...where's e discipline man... biathlon is coming up soon in 1 moths time, n i'm still so slack...i dunno wats going on...juz lacking e motivation 2 compete anymore. Mayb bcoz there no longer a team of people doing e same thing...mayb i need 2 find a partner whose capable of doing all tis together with me..hmmm..mayb mayb mayb.....realli miss e times last year trg with tim( The Bithlon Pai) come 2 think of it...those times were realli realli FUN haha=D....yesterday, mr see said he wants 2 signed me up 4 K1 500m n 1000m in e March race .....i was shocked..but muz admit, there was tt flicker of excitment for a moment, but it was over powered by confusion.....gues i was excited coz i'll get 2 indulge in tt air of arrogance which i've felt during all my pass races again...tt uncertainty at e starting line, tt confidence once e command sounds, tt feeling of burning lactic acid, tt sense of glee when other boats falls behind, tt sense od achievement upon crossin e finishing line, etc....2 add on 2 my pass glories..But....Am i prepared 2 race again...hav always thot tt i would 'retire' aft last season....was realli prepared 2 hang up my racing jersey, n give other sports a try....but now.....wat if it turns out bad?? wat if i cap?? wat if.....sigh!!!

yEa!! finally i got started

well,i'm realli bored....n so.......finally i decided to start a blog. though i realli ain't sure how i'm gonna start, or whether i'll hav e ability to maintain tis blog. sigh!! hope tis ain't a 1 shot kind of thing....there a malay saying tt goes,"Hangat hangat tahi ayam" which literally translate to mean Warm Chicken POO!! haha=D well, meaning a short term interest.... trust e malays to be creative..haha=D dun mean it in a bad way though....Hmmmm....i realli realli hate tis blog template(",) muz find a better 1... then got more motivation 2 blog mah!!!!!=] think i'll do it right now hee..=]

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