Forgetfulness!!!!!

well guess wat,i'm having lessons tmr n I forgot to bring any reference book home to prepare at all....Crap!! Think I'll have to improvise tmr than.....
why i'm I so forgetfull???
can it be Pecos I just turned 19teen n my biological computer is rebooting itself.....hmmmm....but..
I ain't seem to be deteriorating in other aspect of my pathetic boring life.......(",)
I fact some things seem to be improving. like training.

today's training was real good. I can realli feel myself improving... at least now i'm ahead of the rest instead of getting my arse whipped..
finally today I felt like one with the boat......could feel the surge, n glide after each stroke....n everything was so smooth n powerful...
being ahead,
rowing in my preferred craft,
wind howling in my ear,
accompanied my water splashes of myriad shapes n forms and my tiger cut clean thru e wave....
boy, that's wat rowings all a bout...hahah=] really had fun today.

well, its official. i'm down for K1-5oom and 1000m mens open tis SDBA invitational....on top of that, will be rowing K2 with Terence under e alumni for fun.....
i'm sure 'fun' is e correct adjective(sarcasm)....more like self torture.......
so..... Jug gotta work my arse off again as all e past seasons......realli hate e feeling of_losing in competitions when I noe I can do better.....
Once again, I fail to avoid re-entering e competitive kayaking arena.......sigh!!!!!
be hey!!!!!! i'm still gonna train like theres no tmr......i'm just medal-greedy it guess.....haha=]

panick-mode-on......5 days to go n still no suitable present for Stace.....
*worry worry*...she gonna threaten 2 end-friendship again....crap..how?? how??
been like running in n out clothe, shoe, bag, gift n even food shops like theres no tmr, but still no present...
KHAI & TIM: where the bloody hell r u guys......y didn't we plan b4 u guys when having fun n stuff in camp....crap...die liao die liao, Stace will go 4 our head....
mine first since u guys r tuck safe in camp.....u SLUTS!!!!!!!!!!