From a Grand Senior...

today, i found out that i was not award the scholarship....
sigh!!!!!!!
although i have been hoping and hoping and hoping that they would give it to me,
but then,
upon hearing that they didn't,
surprisingly i wasn't really that shock...
maybe amidst all the hoping,
i knew somewhere at the back of my head,
that with 2 As, 2 Bs, and a B3
it wasn't possible...
sigh!!!!!!
and so now,
i've to launch myself full force into applying for all those darn loan.....
sigh!!!!!!

oh welz,
apart from that unsurprising but none the less 'happy-less' morning,
my afternoon was great.
went down training as a naggy grand senior..haha!!!
think i was like a irritating fly bugging Xin Yun for the whole training.
She's a J1, and since Ted ask me to watch her and remind her of her mistakes,
somehow or another,
i found myself following and helping her through out the whole training...
not that i've anything to complain about,
since i'm actually really glad about it and i enjoyed myselft...
just hope that she doesn't feel irritated with a grand senior always tagging beside her...
if so.......Sorry Xin Yun!!!!=]
anyway,
she is really trying her best i can see...
just that sometimes she *blur blur* a little,
but after explaining stuff to her,
she does change,
and she do ask questions
and not just *nodnod* but still do the mistake like most.
though must say, she looked a little stressed out during her lappings and sprintings,
but after that,
a little encouragement always brought out a 'Smile' from her.....
and seeing that from a grand junior,
what else can this naggy old grand senior ask for...haha=D
to Xin Yun: Lets go yar!!!!!!! just relax and focus.....U GO GURL!!!!!!!=D

~ surprisingly not that anxious anymore, but still hoping for more~