Entities scattered by distance

jumble jumble, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

jumble, crumble, humble, tumble, fumble, mumble......hmmm....

our numbers are dwindling, and its making life really bland and colourless nowadays. i'm not the only one feeling as such...looking at the gang, everyone that're still here(the Remainders) seems to be feeling this effect in one way or another. restless, uninspired, troubled, even insomiac-ed.....

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the other day while looking for company for lunch, we ended up with a grand totally offfff.....2...sigh...though it was jokingly brought out that that was in a sense the saddest case of lunch gathering we had....but i guess somehow or somewhere, sadly there is some truth from which the comment stemmed.

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yesterday, whether trying to gather the reminding gang for a farewell party, i only manage to come up with a number of 6, of which 3 couldn't make it, 1 said "ok, i guess", and 1 didn't reply. only 1 confirmed.

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well, it is really true that we only appreciated what we have when what we have are no longer around. Of those who remain, though we still gather and joke and tease and have fun, but amidst all this, i guess we still can't help missing you guys miles and miles away. Carefully, we have avoided talking about you guys. not that we have forgotten all of you all(how could we, as much as we don't talk about it, you all have be part of our lives for the pass 3 years), it just that we are afraid that it might open up sinking hearts and teary eyes. In some sense, our only solace and comfort is the laughters and the smiles we have when we're in the company of one another. and in our own ways, missing you all; rememebering all your the little quirks and weird habits; and recalling those personal experiences and feelings with you all, are only done when we are on our own. more frequently than ever.

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so to you all out there, know that all and every single one of you are sorely and dearly missed back here. and not a single moment of any day goes by without any one of us 'Remainders' thinking of any one of you out there. take care and experience the most out of your time miles and miles away.

and to the Remainders, though we are few in numbers, that doesn't really matter. what we have among us as well as between us and the gang scattered miles around the world is strong and will with stand time and overcome distance. take comfort in the company of one another, and know that you're not alone.