a fren...

a boy went 4 a sleep-over with a bunch of his very close frenz on fine weekend nite….
things started out really fine…
laughter was in e air…n every1 were smiling n juz enjoyin being around 1 another…
games were played, tit-bits were eaten, n movies were watched,
then it came e time 2 turn in….
every1 settled down n were getting comfortable.
some laid out on e floor,
surrounded by 1 another, huggin on 2 their allocated pillow,
enjoyin e chance of entering dreamland accompanied by close frens…
others, snuggled up among 1 another forming pairs,
n were walking thru e gates of dreamland in e embrace of other.
alas….
it came 2 tis boys attention a fren of his, boy A was lookin really gloomy n down.
n e only other person still awake beside he himself.
though he question why so,
but A brush it aside with a mere wave sayin he was ok…
but e boy knew something wasn’t rite….
then suddenly it struck him….
there juz beside him on e sofa were boy B having gal C fallin asleep on his laps…
ah..all of e sudden e memory of tt faithful nite came flooding back…
tt nite where secrets were shared, n feelins were revealed,
intentionally n unintentionally…..
seeing A stealing side glances of B n C….
tryin not 2 b aware of them,
tryin to not care….
but,
e saddeness shone vaguely through his sorrowful eyes…
sub-consciously his emotions made him vulnerable,
it kept him thinking bout B n C even when he really wanted not 2 ‘give a damn’
deep down inside, A was hurting..
no 1 then realized A was hurting but tt boy…
tt other boy who was awake…
coz A’s emotion seemed so familiar 2 tt boy…
they were going thru e same terrible experience,
under 2 completely different circumstances….
though 1 knew wat both were going thru, but e other didn’t…
so as e night slowly creep pass giving away 2 e first ray of e morning sun,
both drifted unknowingly in2 their dreams,
both hoping tt their dream will b less merciful than e cruel reality they resident in…..

hmmm…I’m in quite a fair mood 2day…
came back from Winny’s place in 2 afternoon feeling quite tired…
due 2 staying awake till 7 tis morning…
anyway, last night was fun….
played mahjong n watch ‘white chicks’ n ‘Juon’
b4 turning in…
I’m really proud of myself…
won 5 straight sets playin with WeiYuan, Zheng n Auggy..in total, won 8 out of 11 gmes
in 2 think they were actually e 1s tt started me in mahjong…
haha=] funny…
as a Chinese saying goes,
“green is derived from blue, but attracts more attention then blue” (I think)
direct Chinese-English translation…sounds a bit off..haha=D
‘Qing Chu Yu Lan, Er Shen Yu Lan’….=]

was pleasantly surprise when I checked my mail 2day too…
got a msg from PeiJun..yEa!!
was planning 2 emailed here 2day, but guess she beat me 2 it..
but I’m not complaining=]
she sounds like a really nice, lovable person….
anyway, hope I would get 2 interact with her more=]….

tmr Mr. See wun b around….
n I’m 2 take them for water prac…
hmmm hope I can manage….
a bit stress out now…..

oh yah...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATOU Kang=]
hahaha=d