I can't stand html.....

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your doo

rI hate to wake you up to say goodbye.

But the dawn is breaking it's early morning

The taxi is waiting, he is blowing his horn

Already I'm so lonesome, I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you wait for me

Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

There is so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now they don't mean a thing

.Every place I go I think of you

Every song I sing I sing for you.

When I come back I wear your wedding-ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you wait for me

Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,

I don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time let me kiss you

Close your eyes, and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

I wont have to leave alone, and

Iwont have to say:

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you wait for me

Hold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.

Oh babe I hate to go.

well...actually it doesn't realli sound tt sad,
but it ain't realli tt happy too....
flights tonight...
guess i should be realli happy to go back for Chinese New Year,
but some how....
i dun realli feel tt happy.....
will it be e same as last year??
is the cold war still on at home??
will is still be as awkward as it has been 4 e last 5 years??
man...
how i wish it i can turn back time...
back to e time when i actually looked forward to going home.
back to e time when every1s happy 2 see every1 else at home.
back to e time when Chinese Nwe Year was still a family thing.....
but now.....
think part of me still dreads going home....
theres no longer tt warmth, tt love, tt festive joy at home anymore.....
sigh......
why can't he juz forgive n forget??

anyway, travelling back with my small aunt tis time...
she insisted on flying..wat a snob..
so guess we'll juz have to take a cab 4 hrs b4 departure down across the causeway n a nother 30clicks or more to e airport, spent another hour or so checking in, and plan our bottoms on the pal for likw 30mins before we arrive.....
instead of taking a 15min cab ride 2 e train station n a 5hr train ride home.....
cheaper, n less a hassle..
but noooooooo...
she wants 2 fly....
n bcoz we muz leave 4hrs b4 departure 2 give ample time 2 b stuck in e traffic on e causeway,
I GONNA MISS TRAINING...
worse thing was to ask Mr See 4 permission 2 skip training...
not that he wouldn't allow,
but on the contrary,
he would gladly allow me off,
but its juz i dun feel realli good skipping training like tt,
it my responsiblity to go down....
moreover, competitions coming, and e team ain't completely race ready yet...
me include....i feel wuite shitty realli.....
crap!!!!

got hold of Jess last nite and had somehelp with my template thingy...
and finally.......
its done,
i've a new background which i made myself...
yEa!!!
so now, i'm quite happy for that=]
but still got a little prob....sometimes e background doesn't load..
hmmmmm still gotta consult Jess i think
THANKZ Jess=D
Del, CK: its not gay anymore....n for your info, purple is a nice colour....Bleah=P