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WOW WOW WOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW..................

June Boys!!

DSC04961, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

Happy Birthday toThe Tutor/Boss and The Archimate/O.G.mate/Colleague

ipodkitty, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

taken off electro^plankton...humans hard the most diffcult animal to get along with!

Memories....

manage to head back to the breakwater at east coast today. Though i've returned to east coast numerous times in the past 4 years, i've never stepped back up onto that break water since that night of Dec 03. come to think of it, 4 and a half years is a long time, not sure why i've never went back since then....maybe i didn't dare....maybe i didn't care....maybe i've moved on, or maybe i didn't.....honestly, i still don't know. why did i go back today, somehow i just can't help thinking that it was more then the fact that everyone was late and i had time to kill....somehow........

memories came back a little at a time. memories of the same feeling of not belonging that let us to excuse ourself from the group; the long walk along the beach, with the foaming sea water washing over our feet and the wet graining sand shifting under us; the easy conversation as we shared, reflected and occasionally teased one another; the comfortable silence sitting on the breakwater staring out of sea, content with the company we gave to one another, and the sudden shriek which was accompanied by hilarious uncontrollable laughter as we realized that the breakwater was home to rat at night...........

as i was sitting there in the warmth of the afternoon with the salty sea breeze against my face, i did also realize today, questions that had not occur to me then. why was i there that day? i didn't know anyone within your group, i had no business whatsoever in going to the other side of singapore, and moreover, we weren't even admittingly in any relationship at all. Just friends....just acquaintances....did we already know we were onto something then? or was it just me, being a single hand trying to clap.

i guess right up to today, i still question myself on the decision she made and the unspoken agreement that we seeming accepted towards the end. unconsciously, i suppose all the 'why's and 'what if's of that, that-was-not-meant-to-be still haunts me today. secretly festering away deep within, influencing the decisions and actions that i have made, or have not dare to make since then. to a certain extent, it has made me who i am today...hmmmmmm....funny how such a brief experience so long ago can have such prolong after effects, how something as sacred and beautiful as that could be that torturous, unforgiving and painful and that faith could be such an bitch.

letting go has never been a skill that i have....and i guess that this is a scar i'll carry permanently. but dun get me wrong, i'm not complaining of anything here. just that maybe writing it down can provide some form of closure.

oh well, nonetheless, today was FANTASTIC..nothing beats blading with sun, sand, sea and great friends to share a day with. should really do this more often, but of course, we must work on moderation when it comes to dinner time...hahahahaha!!!!

William Parrish(Anthony Hopkins): It's hard to let go, isn't it?
Joe Black(Brad Pitt): Yes it is, Bill.
William Parrish: And that's life... what can I tell you.

Meet Joe Black,1998

manage to catch Meet Joe Black on HBO earlier this afternoon, and being a sucker for sentimental movies, i found it absolutely fantastic=]...it was comical yet enlightening, emotional but not to the mushy-extent, and within 3hrs, cover the common encounters of the common men from family to friends to enemies; parental love, unconditional love, love between siblings, love at first sight, true love and love of friendship....definitely one i would recommend all to see...=] some experienced, some not; some hopefully so, some never......

here's another favourite quote from the movie

William Parrish: Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.



please catch it if you can....=]

after hrs or panick and anxiety, constant moment of frustration, desparating and worries, and 2 sleepless night, finally............byebye......, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ALRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT!!!!!!!

*dotdotdot*

hahaha!!!!! ok i'm high....very high(think we were higher yesterday when we blasted hokkienguas to keep us awake when rushing the model...hahaha)....

sitting here listening to paul chat with selena...
no one else is in office...
and i've still not made up for the sleep i missed....hahahaha!!!! well at least it will be a long weekend

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!!!!!!

Architects are workaholics??
Workaholics are architects??
which is made for which???

had to go back to artfriend to get more ACRYLIC today, and thought i stop by office to just print out and updated plan since i had the key and really really wanted to get the DARN model right once and for all....shockingly when i arrived, the office door was unlock as it open, *jaw dropped) THE WHOLE OFFICE WAS THERE?? all 7 of the permanent staff...seemed like any other work day(a part for Victor in berms...)....*dotdotdot*....ITS A SUNDAY,WHYS EVERYONE STILL IN THE OFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIICEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

then it struck me, i'm working too...hahaha!!!....sigh....

another weird thing today...on the way back to sch to saw/sand the ACRYLIC, saw a SBS bus 64, those new single deck ones with 'double volume' interior and high tech looking led screens instead of white and red painted metal number plates. It had 'MERRY CHRISTMAS' and 'HAPPY NEW YEAR' blinking on its led screen....*dotdotdot* get your led screen under control driver!!!!

vesak day = just-another-office-working-day = difficult-morning = should-be-sleeping-now

DSC04869, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

after the pass week....this is a unnecessary necessity........hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Early morning.......

Bus from Clementi to Ganges Avenue..........
*Confused*
Bus from Ganges Avenue to Toh Guan Road East.........
*Realization*
Bus from Toh Guan Road East to Sch.........
*Confused Again*
Bus from Sch to Office........
*Worried*
Taxi from Office to Macpherson Road......
*Hopeful*
Taxi from Macpherson Road back to Office......
*Desparated, Frustrated, Hot, Tired and Hopeless*
Taxi from Office to Aljunied Road.....
*Hopeful*
Taxi from Aljunied Road back home to Clementi..........
*Zombie Mode.*

Reason for the one day cross-country trip,

1MM WHITE OPAQUE ACCCCCCCCCCCRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYLIC!!!!!!

i wish i'm a snail....sometimes...

DSC00673, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

mornings are hard....
can't wake up....need to sleep, but can't seem to at the right time......LIKE NOW!!!....sigh.....

work is fun, but why can't fun be stress and worry free??
must enjoyment alway comes with terms and conditions??

need to buy 1mm white opaque acrylic,
need to find place to buy 1mm white opaque acrylic,
need to laser 1mm white opaque acrylic,
need to laser 1mm white opaque acrylic CORRECTLY.
how can artfriend be art's friend when they dun even have 1mm white opaque acrylic.....

i dun trust the laser machine!!!!!!!!..........*BLANK...

its the holidays,
but why's Autocad's still accompanying me 10hrs or more a day......HEEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPP!!!!!!!

sigh...i want the deep blue sea....fishes, corals custaceans and all.....sigh.......

the jumps

Seems like we have a lot more energy then than we do now....is it because age is catching up?? anyway, photos are courtesy of Jon and B...=]

Happines?

dunking, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

younger days.....haha!!

Happy 22nd Prawn Day!!!!

DSC04478, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

Do you noe that the common prawn is known as the Pink Shrimp (Palaemon serratus) ?? another reason for the pink present!!! haha!!!! and here's another scientific fact... the tiger prawn is a crustacean of the genus Penaeus....WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! do pronounce it properly please.....

SERO, Graduate School of Enviromental Management, Phytology Specialization

COVER, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

The so call money shot......hopefully....and it better be a helluvaan expensive one......

those were the days....both good and bad

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the days when frustrations can just be left all out there in the murky green waters of Qoat Quay.... meet Augustine, my trusting wingmen, sometimes he's on the left, sometimes he's on the right, but through out our 'long zhou' years, he's always there...hahaha!!!!!!!!

When Teen Titans and Justice League joins forces.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIC!!!!!

Sleeping around in Melaka

To Twist or To Curl??

while waiting fro the bus back to Sing-land....we decided to tackle 'The Big Question'. What is 'The Big Question'?? It is one that most, if not all NUS archi students have asked themself at one. One that has never been answer since the begining of time up till now that is...'The Big Question' is.......

Is the Macdonald Twister Fries better than the ORIGINAL A & W Curly Fries??

another video from the previous day,

a trip at to the Capitol Satay Celup Restaurant.

we figured that we had the highest nuber of stick per table that day, and plus the fact that all the waitress seem intrigued that and angmoh can eat so much satay celup(even the kid on the next table was amused by thomas) that we were presented with 'The Mega Prawn'...hahaha!!! anyway the final tally was, Jon-35, Thomas-30 and Pek-30......who would have thot combining satay with yongtaufoo can produce such a heavenly combination, the epitome of hybrid food....

Hot chick=]

DSC04540, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

her hot hot ASAM LAKSA is the best way to start and end a day...actually you don't really need an excuse to eat her hot ASAM LAKSA!!!...haha

the Laksa!!!

DSC04436, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

A bowl a day,
Keeps all misery at bay,
eat too much,
you may turn gay....

Iggy's Pod

Iggy's Pod, originally uploaded by jonolist.

hehehe...normally the egg is always under something...a chickens butt for example, now, it has 23 humans under it...revenge of the EGG reincarnated as IGGY...hahahaha!!!!! taken by jon,first row third from left

recognise this??

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Sinful bliss=]

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My pre-22nd Birthday Present...

DSC04272, originally uploaded by cloudberrie.

mid thigh to mid carf, with 8 tapes, 20 stitches and a few freaked out patients....things archi student do for archi.....hahaha!! Thankz jon, sorry you had to wait so long with me. Thankz nikki for ferrying us to A & E=] and Thankz Shux for ferrying us back=]