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2 weeks of sch has pass, and already i'm 3 days into my 23th year of existence.
pass 2 weeks has been like riding a rollercoaster.
high up above the world in one moment,
and the next,
like at the deepest chasm before i could do anything.
happy, sad, surprised, let-down, bored, breathless, depress, elated, desperate, alone, blessed, hopeless, hopeful, hateful, thankful, angry, calm, worried, resentful, contented, and some i can't describe.
is that why i'm feeling so tired now,
but then why can't i just get my mind to bloody shut off.
the day i turn 23th,
amongst all the things that happen that day,
that i'll gladly remember for the rest of my life,
this one, seemed to struck s certain cord.
it was what Mr Meng said.
its easy to focus on the detail,
get caught up in the small and nitty gritty things.
trying your best to perfect all the smallest flaws,
and worrying bout all the microscopic troubles in life.
whats difficult is,
to take a step back and look at the larger picture.
see how everything's coming together,
and to consider if every part of the large picture is alright.
in a sense, i think i'm already waist deep in the small picture.....
there are things to be done and said,
things to be thrown out in the clear,
but could how, and when, and where be up to faith?
is it not right for me to feel the way i do,
shouldn't the heart follow what the heart wants.
if so, then why are some things seemingly covered in shades of blue.
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